I CAN’T SAY ANYTHING ELSE THAN “OMG!!!!”

I won’t comment on the chapter at all. It totally made me speechless and I’ve been gaping though entire chapter.

It’s epic and it’s… It’s…. IT’S JUST OMG WHAT’S GONNA HAPPEN!??!?!

Damn Hiromu-sensei’s good at this *-* Capturing readers’ attention o.o

It’s too crazy!!

I was so worried bout Riza, so scared… Roy!! Tho I’m not fan of yours, I’m still worried now xD

Warning!

Spoiler for Bakuman chapter 61

Oh Takagi!! xDD I CAN TOTALLY HEAR HIM SCREAMING LIKE THAT xDD Able to picture it TOO CLEARLY HAHAHAHA!!

Hey I wanna root for this pairing totally! :D Takagi and Aoki! Would be sweet xD Sorry Miyoshi~

This one is an epic chapter I must say! -Nods-

WHYYYYYYY?!?!?

WHYYYY?!?!?!

ALTHOUGH I’M AHEAD OF TIME, WHYYYYY!?!?!?

-Cries- I AM ahead of time! I wanted to register for the TOEFL! I also noted down long time ago the test dates and all! I AM ahead of time! WHY DO THEY HAVE TO TAKE AWAY THE TESTS NOW?!

I can’t!! I can’t afford to wait another year just to take the test before I apply for universities!! I CAN’T AFFORD ANOTHER YEAR!! -CRYING OUT LOUD- I CAN’T FACE THE WORLD NO LONGER!!

WHY DOES THIS DAMN NORWAY HAS TO BE SO GOD DAMN LAZY ABOUT THESE KIND OF THING? CAN’T YOU GUYS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SET UP MORE DATES FOR THE TESTS?! THINK ABOUT US POOR STUDENTS WHO HAS DREAM TO GO OUTSIDE THIS GUITAR-SHAPED COUNTRY?!

For god’s sake! Seriously! It’s not like you guys offer many seats either for each test. Why can’t you guys seriously set up more dates?! Stop isolating us in this country! We wanna see the world!

I KNOW that Norway wants their own ppl to stay and study here, but seriously! SERIOUSLY! I WANNA OUT!!

NOW WHAT AM I GONNA DO? NO TEST AVAILABLE LONGER (there’s supposed to be 4-5 available dates from my note!)! I don’t wanna wait till May before taking the test! Since I’m retaking my IB exam, I fear the test and the exam date would crash! I don’t want that!

FUCK IT!!

NOW WHAT TO DO? AM I GONNA TRAVEL ALL THE WAY TO ANOTHER COUNTRY JUST TO TAKE THAT GOD DAMNED TEST?!

I can’t ask for more day off from work either since I’m already going to be away entire December! FUCK THIS!

Well.. There’s still ONE possibility for me with the iBT… I could take it in Hong Kong while I’m there >_>; Uhh… I need to speak with mum for this first..

-Continue headbashing-

I think… I need to… isolate myself…. from internet…. soon….

This fucking internet is destroying my life!

(Yeah right! Blame the internet! Your own fault for not having self-discipline!)

FUCK IT! How could it turn out like this?!?! TT_________TT

-Emo-

Rant rant rant rant rant.

Right now, there’s nothing more than rant! I can’t find anything to cheer myself up now. No, nothing!

Of course, my friends would tell me to think of my fandoms. But heck! There’s no time for fandom atm! I can’t afford it!

There’s too much going on! Whyyy?! Tho I’m a student no longer (and not yet uni student), why is there so much going on? Will it ever stop?!?!

I wish and I wish again. I wish I were like those people who has insomnia and not being tired during daytime >_> Then I could’ve used the time to do more useful stuff…

Yeah I can already see ppl who got insomnia bashing me behind the screen already… I’m sorry, I couldn’t help it TT____TT

I don’t know what to do longer!!!

-Cries-

Might need to prepare to seal off my fandoms for a while…

Wow I must say I really overslept today… Just woke up and it’s already 1pm x_x

Been working so much lately that I wanna stay awake late in the night. But that doesn’t really give anything ‘good’ back since… I really do nothing than yawning and being sleepy ._.

Anyway! ZOMG D.GRAY-MAN CHAPTER 188!!! IT’S FINALLY BACK!! IT’S FINALLY BACK!!

AWEEEEE!! WE’VE BEEN WAITING!!! THANK YOU HOSHINO-SENSEI!!! 45 PAGES!! I’M GONNA ENJOY THIS NOW :D

The first two pages… It’s coming to an end? O_o Don’t scare us like that! The manga is finally back and it’s coming to and end? D: Don’t tell me they’re rushing it because they’re worried about Hoshino-sensei’s health? =/ Is she gonna rush ending it? TTATT

ZOMG HAWT!! SEXY!! KANDA SEXY!! Lenalee pretty!! xDD The style seemed to changed again, looking at Lavi’s hair :o Hmm… So… kanda got blue hair and Lenalee got purple hair :o Ish pretty.. And their uniform.. The red line turned to purple too xD EY WAIT!! LAVI!! WHY ARE YOU WEArING PURPLE SCARF?!?! GO BACK TO ORANGE!! TTATT

Oh… Lavi changed his earring too o.o Now he looks kinda gay? xD

Dear me am like.. studying this page so much xD -Looks at the color and all-

I DON’T UNDERSTAND THIS AT ALL!! WHAT DOES THE ARROWS TOWARD KANDA SAYS?!? D:

OH NOES!! Remember last chapter?!?! That freaking Noah is gonna kidnap Kanda! D: Or doing something to him!! NOOO!!

(Btw, Chiisana has taken over already)

TEH… WHAAAAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!????????????????????????? THE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!?!?!?! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! WHAT IS HE DOING TO KANDA?!?! WHAT IS HE DOING TO KANDA?!?!?! NOOOOOO!! SIEHNFESIFJERi2q4j#Q&/%& KANDAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! KANDAAAAAAAAAA!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! WAAAAAH!! -CRIES-

This girl reminds me of Larxene.

Lol Johnny…

TO TELL KANDA?! WHY? OAO Don’t tell me! Kanda had been searching for this Alma?!?!? EEEEEH!?!?!? The person Kanda had been searching is this person!?! WHY?! WHAT?! WHAT RELATIONSHIP?! MEOW?!?!? OMG!! -Jumping up and down- KANDA!! OAO

“Kanda got… friend?” Something that I really wanted to say. But… HE DOES HAVE FRIENDS!! D: Allen n Lavi n Lenalee!! All these are FRIENDS TOO!!

…. Who? OAO

KANDA!!!!!

Omg don’t tell me they’re gonna make Kanda and Alma fight to death… AGAIN?! OAO

LOOKING LIKE A GIRL!! -Mugen’d-

BUT SERIOUSLY!!! I don’t wanna see this!! I don’t wanna see Kanda in rampage or going through horrible fight!! >_< Kanda! Please come back to your sense!! PLEASE KANDA!! I BEG YOU TT___TT

And gee… That expression of Kanda. I mean… No one had ever seen that side of Kanda and it’s like… sparkling in mah eyes xD -Sighs- Why are you such a beauty, Kanda? TT~TT (tho of course I love you for it) Even enemy got annoyed by that xD

Page 37… WHAT??? I THOUGH THERE WERE 45 PAGES?!??? NOOOOO!!!! -Tears everywhere-

I’m happy Allen came! Surely he MIGHT be able to snap some sense outa Kanda. But now we gotta worry about Allen too! D:

Now we need to wait a month for next chapter ^_^ But hey. For me, it was worth all these months! It’s really cool I must say! Totally!

A month… I hope next chapter won’t be 39 pages tho…

Not the tongue Kanda! Not the tongue!! Have some manner!

Yaaaah~

Just finished rewatching all 40 episodes of Axis Power Hetalia xD (I always say Power Axis Hetalia tho… Which one is correct?)

God it was annoying to click for new episode each 5 mins D: And also needing to be sure if there’s any “leftovers” after the annoying ending song xD

Gotta say that… IRIGISU (England/UK) totally ISH MAH FAVOURITE! xDD Aahahaha he’s so cool~ His imaginary friends, they sooo killed me xD So funny!

One thing I don’t get tho… I kinda… KINDA… Kinda adore USxUK xD But… America is like sooooo muuuuch younger than UK. (Btw! I loved the moment when US panicked to hide the handmade doll cuz UK’s there to visit xD) UK is like… watching US grow since US were a newborn lil boy O_o It’s kinda creepy to think the two of them as a pairing looking from UK’s perspective o.o

I remember there’s an episode where UK did mentioned that he wanted to deny US’ existence the most. Well uhh… yeah… Even if not yaoi implied, it’s a bit hard to think how UK is toward US in Hetalia OAO Again, UK is like… been with and watched US grow since lil xD THERE HAS TO BE A BOND!! xDDD

Then looking from US’ perspective… Knowing UK since lil, how could he say something like building an aircraft with half of the plan to beat UK with xD

Aaaaaanyway! HAZ YET TO LOOK FOR USxUK DOUJINSHI!! But kinda lazy… In LJ, I mostly finding ppl selling or putting up their own doujinshi. OTL

So yeah… Somehow, I’m also really really addicted to the youtube vid; “[APH] Pirate!UK” I love the music! I can’t stop listening to it!! And and and!! (Seme)Pirate!UK ish so hawt >w< Me tried to look for the fanarts, but yeah failed… I especially want the first fanart shown in this vid, and uses it as desktop wallpaper :D

Dare ga tasukete kureru ka na~? Something like that~

AND THEN!!! ANIMEPAPER TIME! THIS TIME ISH HETALIA SCAN!!

FIRST TIME SEEING HK *O* SO CUTE!!!

HYAAA!! xDD IT’S NORWAY!! IT’S NORWAY!! I FINALLY GOT TO MEET YOU!! xDDD

IGIRISU!! DAISUKI DA YO~!! <33 xDDD I apology for my fangirl mode!! -Bashes Chiisana- No wapanese here!

Hmm~ There aren’t much scans yet =O Think I’m gonna steal Hetalia!Norway and uses it as avatar for a while xD

And you know… Reading this makes me grin a lot xD

“A note by Hidekaz Himaruya confirms that Arthur would only be known as England to his brothers, while he would be known as UK to the others.” Awwwwww~ <33

“It’s also implied that Arthur has a one-sided(?) crush on Alfred, seen in the Valentine Special when he blushed and looked shy while giving Alfred chocolate (even though Alfred had a whole bucket full of his own).” -LAUGHES-

Now reading America; “Alfred F. Jones is a main character in the series Axis Powers Hetalia.”

Uhm… No? Is it? I though it’s either Germany or Italy being the main chara..

Btw people! Happy Halloween!

Boss send me a vid message showing off her pumpkin xD It was funny. I wish I could make pumpkin pie with it tho :<

And… How many times have I though of making something for Halloween? And by something, I meant like… clay or drawing… fanservice drawing… But stuff like this never happen. Whenever I though of using free time on hobby, I immediately though of the applications; that if I’m to have time for hobby,why not just finish the damn applications first? Dx OTL

Hard to resist from procrastination…

Applications really are pain. Especially when one has many queries… And I often end up sending mail to the wrong person/section somehow -_- It’s really depressive and it gives a bad impression. Beside, it makes me look retarded by the fact I send mail to wrong place… It’s also nerve breaking because… You do wanna give people a good impression thus putting extra effort on the mails. Worrying whether you got the grammar right (Everyone knows that I suck in grammar), whether it’s understandable etc etc…

Being formal is a pain! >_<

Meh!

-EDIT-

I luv this one!! It’s so cute xDD

And I also luv this one!! xDDD USxUK ALL THE WAY!! BANZAAAAI~!!

Now that I’ve been reading Hetalia strips… The creator really like drawing nekkid men? O_o

YAAY!!!

FANDOM!! MOAR FANDOM!!

God I had to laugh of what Break said here! xDD Ahahahaa~!!! CUTE!! RAVEN! Why are you SO UKE??!?! xDDD

OMFG LMAO!!!! OZ YOUR FACE!! xDDDD AAHAHAHAHA!! I CAN SEE FANGIRLS OF THIS PAIRING ALREADY!! xDDD HAHAHAHAHA!!

I can see the future doujinshi plot too… Actually I’m not sure… I have a feeling that there would be Elliot/Oz. But on the other hand, I could also see Elliot being a tsundere uke xD He denies too much :Tard:

Elliot actually said “And remember not to hurt my adoptive brother” OAO That means… RAVEN?! AWWWWW CUTE!! <333

Break… lost his vision ._. Now what’s happening now? Dx Another month to wait D: This chapter is too shot!

Spoiler of KH 358/2 Days! BEWARE!!

Woooow after watching a cutscene from KH358/2 Days (I finished the game! JOY!!), I realized something… OAO

Axel’s real name before joining the organization. It’s like a ‘rule’ that every member of organization 13 has an ‘X’ in their name. But all of them had a real name before that alias :O I’m sure ppl already though of this but one can’t never really confirm by guessing? ^_^

See this;

Sora + x => Roxas

Then Axel;

Axel – x => Lea

IT’S REVEALED IN A CUTSCENE OF KH 358/2 DAYS, WHEN SAIX WERE TALKING TO HIM!! WOOOOOOW!!

WEWT!! xDDD Such cool info. But then, they reveals no more bout Axel’s past so ~_~

So I’ve been browsing today for universities..

Head about to explode x_x So much stuff… What I hate most is that… The websites are often quite confusing D: A lot of things seemed to be related being closest from what I’m supposed to look for. But in the end, I always get an email back saying I’m at wrong place ._.

So yeah… I’ve no idea at all which uni to apply since I have no idea bout them… Even worse, google only directs me to Universities in US D: I don’t want US :< I fear US :<

I wanna go UK or somewhere in Europe (just not Norway, Sweden nor Denmark). I kinda wanna go Spain or Holland. But I know less about the two countries than UK x_x

So yeah… Been browsing half day now and am tired. I’ll leave the mailing tomorrow.. Rite now, am too tired to even try writing a formal letter/mail D: And I need to mail every single Uni because most of them doesn’t have information for IB student in their website. Or at least I tried looking for them, but finds nothing.

Now, tired… Lets feed on my inner fangirl!

HITMAN REBORN NEW CHAPTER!! I’m so glad KHR runs weekly xD It feels like just yesterday or the day before when I read last chapter. Time is going fast these days :O

The very first page!! GOD GOKUDERA SO DAMN HAWT!! xD And so are other characters! xDDD Can’t stop starring at it <3

I’m so freaking mad. I can’t get over this bullshit!

And since he’s doing this, I don’t see anything bad for me to do this as well.

I’m talking about my brother.

Yes, am gonna write a whole post whining about my brother -Veins-

So, this summer he came back living with us after his studies. During summer, he worked at a supermarket together with his ex-gf.

Several months has gone after his summer job and he’s been unemployed for a while.

A week ago, he asked me to ask my boss whether we needed people or not.

I work at supermarket. And I recall brother mentioned before that he never want to work at restaurant or supermarket EVER again. But he asked.

Sure if he’s that desperate after a job (I can see why. After all he’s just leeching from me and mum during these months and I did like him to start helping with the bill/rent as well), I did gladly ask for him. And I did.

Boss heard that the person I recommended is mah bro, she pretty much immediately let him start working, hoping that he would be as ’skilled’ as me.

Last week wednesday and thursday he worked only 2 hours each day (as a trainee). Already the first day, he told M-senpai (at work) about his ‘tragic’ love story -_-

The ‘tragic’ love story;

I’ve now heard this story 4 times already because I have no idea wtf is wrong with my bro, telling absolute everyone bout his SAD past!

Appearently bro and his ex (lets call her Ki-san for now) broke up like… no idea when it was. The reason was that Ki-chan wanted to focus on study and doesn’t want long-distance relationship because they both fear each other finding a new one. Somehow, they were determined that they’ll end up together again after the study.

One night, during a party at friend. Ki-chan and another dude were having a good time which made my bro extremely jealous. Thus he said and done something which he “regret” over. He cried and begged Ki-chan to go back to him. Seems like it didn’t worked. And since it didn’t worked, bro suspect Ki-chan and that dude already kissed and ‘done it’.

Ki-chan got real mad at what bro said, now she’s just like.. yeah still mad. Rumors about Ki-chan and that other dude are together flies around friends and facebook. More of it, I don’t remember.

Bro told this story to his friend thro cell right behind me last week. When I heard it, I was like “Omfg what a drama -_-”. I also had to pretend that I’m not listening. The first time I heard it, sure it was somehow funny to me and I had to resist not to laugh.

After he done telling the story (for the first time), he went out for a while (smoking I guess). After he came back, another friend called him and he told him the exact story again. This time I’m rather annoyed how attention seeking he is. It’s as if he wants the world to know about his sad love story and pity him -_-

Bro also mentioned to push this matter behind and gonna focus on his life for now. Thus he asked me to ask boss for a job. So yeah, if he’s determined, why not? Tho I don’t quite like the idea of him working at same place as me. Too uncomfortable.

Did I just mentioned that already his first working day, he told the story to M-senpai? M-senpai told me bout it the day after and I just had to do a facepalm.

Why am I mad atm?

You see, tomorrow’s monday and he’s supposed to work.

Just now he told me to tell my boss that he can’t work tomorrow because he’s “sick”. Of course he isn’t, he just wanted to skip it. I got annoyed and said; :You tell her yourself! Dude it’s already decided, who the hell is supposed to work for you all of the sudden? Think of the people around you!”

Bro; “It’s none of my business. She could just ask another to work. I didn’t sign any contract yet so I don’t care.”

GAH AM FURIOUS!!! Actually after his first working day, he already said to me that he “might quit” because he feels uncomfortable and it reminds him of summer when he and Ki-chan worked at same supermarket. I say bullshit it’s just an excuse!

And dude! Who the hell is gonna work for you all of the sudden? He originally wanted me to tell boss tomorrow when I’m at work. That would be too late for her to look for someone else. So I say fuck you tell her yourself and gave him boss’ number.

I don’t wanna care about it anymore so I left the room frustrated. Mum came in and I couldn’t help myself to complain about it. The worst thing is that he ruined my image! It’s already spread around work that my bro is gonna work there and now this… He fucking ruined my good image there -_- I don’t know how I’m gonna face boss tomorrow… And I pray that she won’t ask me to work for my bro -_-

So yeah. I complained to mum, and then mum told me the exact story again about bro’s tragic love story. He didn’t tell mum, but mum read it on his facebook herself.

He even posted it on facebook -_- Just HOW GIRLY IS HE?! Wanting attention? Wanting ppl to pity him? I’m so embarrassed when cousins came to visit (bro wasn’t at hoime) and telling me about it.

M-senpai said it’s a good thing when guy are this open. But in my opinion, this is just too much.

Mum; -whispers- He wrote on facebook that he doesn’t want to work at supermarket because it reminds him of his ex.

Me; Bullshit, that’s just an excuse because he doesn’t wanna work.

He need to fucking get over it. First love hurts a lot, but this is way too annoying. I say get another girl and make Ki-chan jealous then if you’re that annoyed by the fact that Ki-chan is going out with the other dude atm. AND FUCKING MAKE UP THE MESS YOU DID!! YOU FUCKING RUINED MY IMAGE!!

OTL Aaaaah I don’t know what I’m supposed to tell ppl at work now OTL Went as far to recommend him to boss and now this…

Woaaaa it’s coming to an end now and it’s damn exciting *-*

I KNOW WHO IT IS!! I KNOW WHO IT IS!! IT’S RANFAN (or however her name spells)!!

Loool Ed and Izumi said the same thing lol!! Now lets see if Al too OwO Or not ^_^;

OMG THE CHAPTER ENDED TOO FAST!!!! OAO AND AL!! WHAT’S HAPPENING TO AL?!?! AL!??! TTATT